| Location | Dalton,ga |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 07/09/1984 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2001 |
| Visitors | 11,195 since 13/10/2008 |
| Creator |
My son,my only child died by his own hands on 4 13 01.
Tim I love and miss you more than words can say.
You were my whole world,my reason for living.
You not only took you life,you took my to.
My world ended.
As I drove through the cemetary this morning where my precious mom is buried.I could see so many
thing's in the fresh mound's of dirt. There's broken heart's and not just heart's that are broken
but shattered into a million pieces.Look closer and you can see them scattered over the fresh
mound's of dirt.Mixed with the pebbles and flower's is whats left of sumone heart. You see shattered
live's that will never be the same.You see emptiness and loniness.You see sumnone with nothing to
live for,just a fresh mound of dirt. You may see a baby or a young adult but you see beauty.You can
see memories and smiles.You feel the love that surrounds you as the wind twrils the leaves over the
fresh mounds of dirt. You can imagine a soul rising to be with God.Thru the tears and pain you see
happiness and you feel peace,you pray as you look at the fresh mound's of dirt.
I only got to keep him 16 years. He felt my pain even before he was born.He brought joy into my life
even before he was born.I wacthed my tummy move as this litttle 5lb person rolled around inside.He
had my heart and soul even before he was born.
He was my responability.I gave him all I could.When he died he took away all the little kicks and
turning in my tummy of 16 years ago.He took away all the nights we both cried alone,my son in my
arms as I rocked him.He took away the 10 little piggys that I rubbed loition on.He took all my
prayers.
He took his beautiful blue eyes and pretty smile.He took all of his tight hugs.He took my
grandbabies. He took his life and furture and he took my life and furture.I only had 1 child,a child
I can never replace.
I no longer have that part of me to love. He is gone forever.I have no more children to give my love
to,nor will I ever have.He was me,I was him and now WE are gone.
You clean his room,you go through his stuff, looking for a clue,just anything will do. You have to
settle for a box full of memories. Just a box is all you have left of your child. You have to accept
the fact that your son took his life.You relive your childs death and the last few seconds of his
life over and over.You feel your son's pain ,you walk in darkness.You have to make yourself
breath,make yourself live,but you pray to die. You pick out his casket,clothes and favorite song.
You rub his cold hands and you rub his hair. You wait for his eyes to open,but they never do. You
watch the casket close,being lowered into the ground.You fall apart. With every scoop of dirt you
feel your heart being torn out. Your eyes fill with tears,you scream. Once again you return home
without your child. You cant eat or sleep,your numb,a walking zombie,empty inside. You see other
young people doing what your child should be doing. You would gladly give your life to save the life
of your child. But you wouldnt want your child to feel the pain of living without you. They buried
my son's body but they buried my soul in that deep dark hole.
Tim Is IN Heaven
Do ya still have those side burns and that goatee that I loved so much to kiss? Is your hair still
blonde?Is it still long Tim?
What color are your wings?Are your clothes still baggy? Can you reach the highest star Tim? Do ya
still grunt when you awaken? Is "huh" still your favorite word?
Are there animals in Heaven,Tim? Do you see Butterball there? Do the starz glow at night? Are the
clouds fluffly,soft and white?
Do ya still wear boxers? Are your eyes still blue? How tall are ya now Tim? Do gurl'z think your
handsome? Do you give em all hug's? Do ya play for them Tim?
Guardian Angel
I said a prayer for you today
and know God must have heard,
I felt the answer in my heart
although he spoke now word,
I didn't ask for wealth or fame
I knew you wouldn't mind,
I asked him to send treasures
of a far more lasting kind,
I asked that he'd be near you
at the start of each new day,
to grant you health and blessings
and friends to share your way,
I asked for happiness for you
in all things great and small,
but it was for his loving care
I asked for most of all.
xxxx
♥Softly As We Leave You♥
(Author Unknown)
Life is so uncertain, this we all may know....
No one knows the time or day,
when they'll have to go.
Though now our time has come to leave you
to face this world alone...
These promises we make you,
to give you strength to carry on.
When the sunlight awakens you,
we'll be there too.
When the moon shines on your pillow...
we'll be shining on you.
We'll be in the cooling breeze,
as it rustles through the trees..
we'll be in the pouring rain,
as it hits your window pane.
When darkness dims your vision,
close your eyes and look above
we'll be standing right beside you.
You will always have our love
May peace and comfort be upon you..
hold close our memories
For in our hearts we know that
no matter where you go...
Is where we'll always be.
♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥
The White Chariot
(Julie Johnson)
During your journey on your final flight home.
White wings will carry you and you will be flown.
To the pearly gates of Heaven, where they will usher you in.
To the feet of your Lord, your Saviour, and your friend.
He will hold you in his arms and the angels will sing.
As another one of His children is delivered by white wings.
♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥..*..♥
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ GOODNIGHT BEAUTIFUL ANGEL Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
♡ღ♥♡ღ♥ღ♡♥ღ♡♥ღ♡
┊ ┊ ┊ ♥ Those we love don't go away
┊ ┊ ♥ They walk beside us every day,
┊ ♥ Unseen, unheard, but always near,
♥ Still loved, still missed and very dear.
With love Always
┊ ┊ ┊ ♥
┊ ┊ ♥
┊ ♥
♥
Love Ash xxx
Dream... Dreamers... Dream
~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~ *~♥x♥~
A loving angel came to me in dreams.
She showed me life's not always what it seems
And brought me to a place where sweet dreams live.
She gave to me a gift that I now give . . .
A dreamer's dream.
She whispered, "Take my hand and I will lead you through
A place where only sweet dreams can come true.
Close your eyes and open up your heart,
For then this flight of dreams so sweet can start.
Dream, Dreamer, Dream."
She brought me through the darkness to the Light
Where colors wrapped around me, such delight,
A patchwork quilt of beauty without seams
Each color was a rainbow full of dreams,
Dreamer's dreams.
She led me through a hallway of pure sound
With doors flung open widely all around.
And from each room a song would gently play,
I wished with all my heart that I could stay
In this dreamer's dream.
But we drifted in the fragrance of the breeze
To savor all the flowers and the trees.
We tasted all of life that we could see
And felt it flow as one in harmony...
We dreamed this dreamer's dream.
Then my angel turned her eyes to me and said,
"You are the Keeper of these Dreams inside your head.
Find sweet dreamers who would dream of Love and Light,
These dreams will lead them safely through the night.
Help these dreamers dream."
And so I am the Keeper of this Dream, it's true,
But I offer all my dreams to each of you.
May their loving sweetness visit you each night
And fill your soul with Love and Warmth and Light.
Dream, Dreamers, Dream!
~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~* ~♥x♥~ *~♥x♥~
(By Robert Alan)
ALL MY LOVE BEAUTIFUL TIM, SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES. MY KIDS GO BACK TO SCHOOL AT THE END OF THE WEEK, SO MAYBE I WILL BE ABLE TO SPEND MORE TIME ONLINE.THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT. I HOPE YOU HAVE A DREAMERS DREAM TOO PHYLLIS. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY MOM XOXO
*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
~ In My Mind (by Jenn Farrell) ~
Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there,
You look at me with a smile
"Life isn't always fair."
You say you were chosen for His garden
His preciously hand picked bouquet,
"God really needed me
That's why I couldn't stay."
It's said to be that angels
Are sent from above,
I've always had my angel
Whose heart was filled with love.
Wherever the ocean meets the sky,
There will be memories of you and I.
When I look up at that sky so blue,
All I see are visions of you.
"While there's a heart in me, you'll be a part of me."
*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
LOVE
IF LOVE COULD BRING YOU HOME AGAIN
YOU WOULD BE BY YOR LOVED ONES SIDE
BECAUSE THERE HEARTS ARE BREAKING
FOR THE LOVE THEY HAVE INSIDE
THEY NEVER ASK FOR MUCH
ALL THEY WANT IS TO HOLD YOU
AND KEEP YOU BY THERE SIDE
BUT LIFE GOES ON WITHOUT YOU
IN OUR HEART YOU WILL STAY FOREVER
TILL THE DAY WE ARE TOGETHER
AND THEN THE TEARS WILL GO AWAY
XxXxXxX
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♥ The Promise ♥
(by Diane Robertson)
Of angel wings and heavenly things
There’s very little known,
For those who have the answers
Are, forever, from us gone.
Life in the hereafter,
In faith, I must accept;
Thoughts that trouble not the people
With families still intact.
But, those of us who’ve travelled
Down the lonely path of grief,
Are forever seeking answers
To the riddle, which is life.
We trek through shadowed forests
Past the ugly shroud of death,
Toward a promise for the future
Of a kinder, better place.
So, we look to see the angel wings
And listen for the hymn
That God will send to guide us
When we leave to be with Him.
✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞
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If you feel so alone at night..
Look up to the stars..
As they shine so bright
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Just remember your angel is there..
Shining down on you everywhere
☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ *☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ * ☆ *☆ * ☆
Your angel twinkles in the sky
Like the stars..
That glow up high
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So don't be sad..
Look up above..
And watch your star..
Shine down with love
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Linda
The Promise
Your birth brought me star shine, the moon and the sun;
my wishes, dreams, gathered ‘round my little one.
My life became sacred, full of promise and light
wrapped up in the child who brought love at first sight.
The years of your living filled with laughter and tears,
excitement, adventure, some boredom, some fears,
but ended too quickly, ahead of its time
the loss so horrendous, such heartbreak was mine.
But from the beginning, one thought rose so clear:
never would your death erase the years that you were here.
I would not be defeated or diminished by your death;
I would hang on, learn to conquer, if it took my every breath.
For if your death destroyed my life, made both our lives a waste,
‘t would deny your life’s meaning and all the love you gave.
I vowed that years of sadness would change, with work and grace,
to years of happiness, even joy, in which you’d have a place.
Memories of you, like shining stars in the patterns of my soul,
are beacons flashing light and love, and with them I am whole.
In your honor, I live my life, now living it for two;
Through all my life, you too will live - you lived, you live, you do.
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