| Location | Dalton,ga |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 07/09/1984 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2001 |
| Visitors | 11,193 since 13/10/2008 |
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My son,my only child died by his own hands on 4 13 01.
Tim I love and miss you more than words can say.
You were my whole world,my reason for living.
You not only took you life,you took my to.
My world ended.
As I drove through the cemetary this morning where my precious mom is buried.I could see so many
thing's in the fresh mound's of dirt. There's broken heart's and not just heart's that are broken
but shattered into a million pieces.Look closer and you can see them scattered over the fresh
mound's of dirt.Mixed with the pebbles and flower's is whats left of sumone heart. You see shattered
live's that will never be the same.You see emptiness and loniness.You see sumnone with nothing to
live for,just a fresh mound of dirt. You may see a baby or a young adult but you see beauty.You can
see memories and smiles.You feel the love that surrounds you as the wind twrils the leaves over the
fresh mounds of dirt. You can imagine a soul rising to be with God.Thru the tears and pain you see
happiness and you feel peace,you pray as you look at the fresh mound's of dirt.
I only got to keep him 16 years. He felt my pain even before he was born.He brought joy into my life
even before he was born.I wacthed my tummy move as this litttle 5lb person rolled around inside.He
had my heart and soul even before he was born.
He was my responability.I gave him all I could.When he died he took away all the little kicks and
turning in my tummy of 16 years ago.He took away all the nights we both cried alone,my son in my
arms as I rocked him.He took away the 10 little piggys that I rubbed loition on.He took all my
prayers.
He took his beautiful blue eyes and pretty smile.He took all of his tight hugs.He took my
grandbabies. He took his life and furture and he took my life and furture.I only had 1 child,a child
I can never replace.
I no longer have that part of me to love. He is gone forever.I have no more children to give my love
to,nor will I ever have.He was me,I was him and now WE are gone.
You clean his room,you go through his stuff, looking for a clue,just anything will do. You have to
settle for a box full of memories. Just a box is all you have left of your child. You have to accept
the fact that your son took his life.You relive your childs death and the last few seconds of his
life over and over.You feel your son's pain ,you walk in darkness.You have to make yourself
breath,make yourself live,but you pray to die. You pick out his casket,clothes and favorite song.
You rub his cold hands and you rub his hair. You wait for his eyes to open,but they never do. You
watch the casket close,being lowered into the ground.You fall apart. With every scoop of dirt you
feel your heart being torn out. Your eyes fill with tears,you scream. Once again you return home
without your child. You cant eat or sleep,your numb,a walking zombie,empty inside. You see other
young people doing what your child should be doing. You would gladly give your life to save the life
of your child. But you wouldnt want your child to feel the pain of living without you. They buried
my son's body but they buried my soul in that deep dark hole.
Tim Is IN Heaven
Do ya still have those side burns and that goatee that I loved so much to kiss? Is your hair still
blonde?Is it still long Tim?
What color are your wings?Are your clothes still baggy? Can you reach the highest star Tim? Do ya
still grunt when you awaken? Is "huh" still your favorite word?
Are there animals in Heaven,Tim? Do you see Butterball there? Do the starz glow at night? Are the
clouds fluffly,soft and white?
Do ya still wear boxers? Are your eyes still blue? How tall are ya now Tim? Do gurl'z think your
handsome? Do you give em all hug's? Do ya play for them Tim?
Special Day
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
MY BELOVED ANGEL
Each day I wake up from a terrible dream,
Only to find the world has changed.
I go to your room; your things are still there
Your toys, your medals and your favorite bear.
The scent of you lingers, the smell of your hair
Memories of you, I find, are everywhere
Your precious books are stacked by the bed
And tissues that captured your tears as you read
Your paintings and drawings still hang on the wall
Collections of seashells and rocks from the beach
Bring back the memories of the times well spent
How do I go on without you by my side?
To love you to hold you, with smiles and pride.
My heart, it is broken, my dear beloved child
I miss your laughter, your music and your smiles,
All of our dreams of the future will never come true
The 'whys 'and 'if onlys 'endlessly swirl in my head
Please tell me, oh God, I wish I were dead
I want to be with you every second of the day
But Dad and your brothers, they need me to stay
Your friends and your family will never forget,
Your friendship, your love and your gentle kindness
You will live on forever in their hearts and their minds,
I will love you forever my darling, my child.
I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LANK OF CANDLES. I AM STILL NOT FEEL WELL. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND WELL WISHES. THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME GET THROUGH MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY. PLEASE PRAY THAT I GET BETTER SOON. I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO. I WILL BE GONE DURING OCT. 22ND THROUGH 27TH. I WILL BE WITH MY BABY ON HIS 1ST ANGELVERSARY. PLEASE KNOW THAT I WILL BE THINKING OF YOUR ANGEL DURING THIS TIME TOO. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT I HAVE THE STRENGTH DURING THIS TIME BECAUSE I STILL FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT MY BABY. XOXO
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3RD OCTOBER 2009
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YOU ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND
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Live for me
If I could, I would tell you that I love you,
And that I chose to spend the time I had with you.
If I could, I would tell you that you are not to blame
For all was written in the stars, so long ago
If I could I would tell you that I love you,
And just how much our time together meant to me -
How I remember every kiss, and the loving arms that held me
And in my memory, I beg of you, please don't forget to live!
LIVE FOR ME! Don't take a moment for granted �€“
Every breath you take and every friend you make is a precious, precious gift -
LIVE FOR ME! Open up your heart and let the people that surround you
Help you love again -- LOVE and LIVE for me!!!
If I could, I would tell you that I love you,
And I remember every precious moment shared
I would ask you to release, any pain that still remains
And fill your heart with peace and love for you and me
If I could, I would tell you that I love you,
I would hold your hand and tell you that I am fine.
Cause here I play with the angels, and I even dance with God (or among the stars)
And the love and light I feel is all I need!
LIVE FOR ME! Don't take a moment for granted
Every breath you take and every friend you make is a precious, precious gift -
LIVE FOR ME! Open up your heart and let the people that surround you
Help you love again -- LOVE and LIVE for me!!!
Forgive yourself and love yourself and
Love all those around you --- in memory of me
LIVE FOR ME! Your life is a gift of mine as much as it is yours
So please, please, LIVE and LOVE for Me!
Wishing you all many wonderful signs from your beloved Child, and the warmth and joy of the light in which they reside.
much peace,
ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM
xx
Those we love remain with us,
For love itself lives on,
And cherished memories never fade,
Because a loved one is gone...
Those we love can never be more than
a thought apart,
For as long as there is memory,
They'll live on in the heart.
♥TIME♥
I thought that time was healing
All the hurt you left behind
That empty spaces could be filled
My arms, my heart, my mind.
And though my body looks the same
As it did when you were here
The emptiness is growing
Even bigger with each tear.
I thought that time was healing
All the agonizing pain
That as the tears were fading
Soon I wouldn't feel the same.
And though I can be smiling
And you think that I'll survive
The pain is in my blood now
I have nowhere else to hide.
I thought that time was healing
All the loss a mother feels
That now you live within my heart
I had you near me still.
But I need so much to touch you
To see you smile again
And those memories I'm told are mine
Can never feel the same.
I thought that time was healing
All the while the mask was worn
That underneath a new me
Was waiting to be born.
But now I find I am the mask
It helps to keep me safe
And though my heart is breaking
You won't see it in my face.
I thought that time was healing
All those tears my eyes have seen
That aching arms that miss you
Could be satisfied with dreams.
But here I am, in pain again
And healing stands alone
And mother weeps the world can see
For a son who can't come home♥
Daughter & Sister of Frank & Franny Murphy
I have not turned my back on you
so there is no need to cry
i'm watching you from heaven
just beyond the morning sky
i've seen you almost fall apart
when you could barely stand
I asked the lord to comfort you
and watched him take your hand
he told me you are in more pain
than I could ever be
he wiped his eyes and swallowed hard
then gave your hand to me
although you may not feel my touch
or see me by your side
i've whispered that I love you
while I wiped each tear you cried
so please try not to ache for me
we'll meet again one day
beyond the dark and stormy sky
a rainbow lights the way.
give ur ma a hug from heaven
xx
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