| Location | Dalton,ga |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 07/09/1984 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2001 |
| Visitors | 10,915 since 13/10/2008 |
| Creator |
My son,my only child died by his own hands on 4 13 01.
Tim I love and miss you more than words can say.
You were my whole world,my reason for living.
You not only took you life,you took my to.
My world ended.
As I drove through the cemetary this morning where my precious mom is buried.I could see so many
thing's in the fresh mound's of dirt. There's broken heart's and not just heart's that are broken
but shattered into a million pieces.Look closer and you can see them scattered over the fresh
mound's of dirt.Mixed with the pebbles and flower's is whats left of sumone heart. You see shattered
live's that will never be the same.You see emptiness and loniness.You see sumnone with nothing to
live for,just a fresh mound of dirt. You may see a baby or a young adult but you see beauty.You can
see memories and smiles.You feel the love that surrounds you as the wind twrils the leaves over the
fresh mounds of dirt. You can imagine a soul rising to be with God.Thru the tears and pain you see
happiness and you feel peace,you pray as you look at the fresh mound's of dirt.
I only got to keep him 16 years. He felt my pain even before he was born.He brought joy into my life
even before he was born.I wacthed my tummy move as this litttle 5lb person rolled around inside.He
had my heart and soul even before he was born.
He was my responability.I gave him all I could.When he died he took away all the little kicks and
turning in my tummy of 16 years ago.He took away all the nights we both cried alone,my son in my
arms as I rocked him.He took away the 10 little piggys that I rubbed loition on.He took all my
prayers.
He took his beautiful blue eyes and pretty smile.He took all of his tight hugs.He took my
grandbabies. He took his life and furture and he took my life and furture.I only had 1 child,a child
I can never replace.
I no longer have that part of me to love. He is gone forever.I have no more children to give my love
to,nor will I ever have.He was me,I was him and now WE are gone.
You clean his room,you go through his stuff, looking for a clue,just anything will do. You have to
settle for a box full of memories. Just a box is all you have left of your child. You have to accept
the fact that your son took his life.You relive your childs death and the last few seconds of his
life over and over.You feel your son's pain ,you walk in darkness.You have to make yourself
breath,make yourself live,but you pray to die. You pick out his casket,clothes and favorite song.
You rub his cold hands and you rub his hair. You wait for his eyes to open,but they never do. You
watch the casket close,being lowered into the ground.You fall apart. With every scoop of dirt you
feel your heart being torn out. Your eyes fill with tears,you scream. Once again you return home
without your child. You cant eat or sleep,your numb,a walking zombie,empty inside. You see other
young people doing what your child should be doing. You would gladly give your life to save the life
of your child. But you wouldnt want your child to feel the pain of living without you. They buried
my son's body but they buried my soul in that deep dark hole.
Tim Is IN Heaven
Do ya still have those side burns and that goatee that I loved so much to kiss? Is your hair still
blonde?Is it still long Tim?
What color are your wings?Are your clothes still baggy? Can you reach the highest star Tim? Do ya
still grunt when you awaken? Is "huh" still your favorite word?
Are there animals in Heaven,Tim? Do you see Butterball there? Do the starz glow at night? Are the
clouds fluffly,soft and white?
Do ya still wear boxers? Are your eyes still blue? How tall are ya now Tim? Do gurl'z think your
handsome? Do you give em all hug's? Do ya play for them Tim?
۞ We Love You Always ۞
We didn't know what Heartache meant
Until the day you were took away
All the tears we've cried
The hurt is here to stay
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We cry for the loss
Of someone so special as you
In life you were so special
In death your so missed too
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Even though your gone
In our Heart you will remain
In spirit you're still with us
But our lives are not the same
Written by Jayne Roddy
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I am so sorry for you my heart aches for you. I cannot stand the pain sometimes losing my Amanda and I have others. You help other people with your pictures and your words you are making a difference in other peoples lives take them Thank you for that and may your son rest in the peace he was seeking.
GOOD NIGHT TIM
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LOTS OF LOVE TIM LOVE THERESA X
Precious Gift
� Sherri Lawrence
When times seem too hard to bear & I l feel like giving up
I vision your beautiful face, the twinkle of your eyes and things of such
The bond we created from my womb to the day you were born
Is a mother and child bond that can never be torn
With the strength and guidance of God and the blessings he pours down from above
I want to be the best mom I can be to you and embrace you with all my love
You are as precious as a flower and as gorgeous as a rose
You have been specially made to the very tip of your nose
You are as sweet as honey; such an innocent young child
You are brighter than any star in the sky every time you smile
I want you to be proud of who you are and strive to be the best
Put forth your efforts to achieve your goals and let God do the rest
I will always be your mother first, but I'm also your friend
Your are the most precious gift, that I've ever been given
With All My Love,
Mommy
ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM.
I WILL BE GONE FOR THE NEXT WEEKS AND 1/2. ITS ANTHONY'S 1ST ANGEL DAY ON OCT. 25. I WILL BE WITH MY SON DURING THIS TIME. I WILL BE BACK ON THE 27TH OF OCT. IF YOU COULD PLEASE WATCH OVER MY ANGELS WHILE I'M GONE. I THANK YOU. YOU AND YOUR ANGELS WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS DURING THIS TIME. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU DO. ALL MY LOVE XOXO
By John Hooper Dean
Whatever your age as an elder or youth
Your moment of death is your moment of truth
The rest of us struggle to figure it out
Searching for answers to vanquish the doubt
Life can be challenging; sometimes it seems
God tests us and pulls us away from our dreams
We bargain with God and to Jesus we pray
Hoping his message will show us the way
When life as we know it is no longer led
Conventional wisdom says Cry for the dead!
We pray for an Angel to show us her face
Oh, help us make sense of this difficult place
And gently she floats down from heaven to be
So close with us here on earth by the sea
Grieving with us like a family as one
Her work of compassion is never quite done
Sweet Angel kneels down here to take a short rest
In prayer for everyone’s highest and best
She crosses her arms as she bows down her head
Apparently weeping in grief for the dead
But this moment of truth reveals eternal life
There’s no death in spirit; there’s no pain or strife
God’s love awaits us in heavenly light
Where all of us go when the timing is right
Sitting beside her in sadness and cold
And guided by spirits of ancestors old
I asked Weeping Angel, Oh why do you cry?
Then waited in silence, a tear in my eye
My journey of faith, an awakening time
My personal search for the truth told in rhyme
Conventional wisdom is wrong Angel said
I weep for the living not for the dead
*****SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU IN HEAVEN*****
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Special Day
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
MY BELOVED ANGEL
Each day I wake up from a terrible dream,
Only to find the world has changed.
I go to your room; your things are still there
Your toys, your medals and your favorite bear.
The scent of you lingers, the smell of your hair
Memories of you, I find, are everywhere
Your precious books are stacked by the bed
And tissues that captured your tears as you read
Your paintings and drawings still hang on the wall
Collections of seashells and rocks from the beach
Bring back the memories of the times well spent
How do I go on without you by my side?
To love you to hold you, with smiles and pride.
My heart, it is broken, my dear beloved child
I miss your laughter, your music and your smiles,
All of our dreams of the future will never come true
The 'whys 'and 'if onlys 'endlessly swirl in my head
Please tell me, oh God, I wish I were dead
I want to be with you every second of the day
But Dad and your brothers, they need me to stay
Your friends and your family will never forget,
Your friendship, your love and your gentle kindness
You will live on forever in their hearts and their minds,
I will love you forever my darling, my child.
I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LANK OF CANDLES. I AM STILL NOT FEEL WELL. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND WELL WISHES. THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME GET THROUGH MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY. PLEASE PRAY THAT I GET BETTER SOON. I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO. I WILL BE GONE DURING OCT. 22ND THROUGH 27TH. I WILL BE WITH MY BABY ON HIS 1ST ANGELVERSARY. PLEASE KNOW THAT I WILL BE THINKING OF YOUR ANGEL DURING THIS TIME TOO. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT I HAVE THE STRENGTH DURING THIS TIME BECAUSE I STILL FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT MY BABY. XOXO
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.......\__)).........'#'......... ((__/.....Lots of Love Always Linda x x x
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3RD OCTOBER 2009
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LOVE TRUCK......
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SENDING YOU A TRUCK FULL OF LOVE.
YOU ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND
PRAYERS,LOVE FROM JUDE. X X
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