| Location | Dalton,ga |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 07/09/1984 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2001 |
| Visitors | 18,211 since 13/10/2008 |
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My son,my only child died by his own hands on 4 13 01.
Tim I love and miss you more than words can say.
You were my whole world,my reason for living.
You not only took you life,you took my to.
My world ended.
As I drove through the cemetary this morning where my precious mom is buried.I could see so many thing's in the fresh mound's of dirt. There's broken heart's and not just heart's that are broken but shattered into a million pieces.Look closer and you can see them scattered over the fresh mound's of dirt.Mixed with the pebbles and flower's is whats left of sumone heart. You see shattered live's that will never be the same.You see emptiness and loniness.You see sumnone with nothing to live for,just a fresh mound of dirt. You may see a baby or a young adult but you see beauty.You can see memories and smiles.You feel the love that surrounds you as the wind twrils the leaves over the fresh mounds of dirt. You can imagine a soul rising to be with God.Thru the tears and pain you see happiness and you feel peace,you pray as you look at the fresh mound's of dirt.
I only got to keep him 16 years. He felt my pain even before he was born.He brought joy into my life even before he was born.I wacthed my tummy move as this litttle 5lb person rolled around inside.He had my heart and soul even before he was born.
He was my responability.I gave him all I could.When he died he took away all the little kicks and turning in my tummy of 16 years ago.He took away all the nights we both cried alone,my son in my arms as I rocked him.He took away the 10 little piggys that I rubbed loition on.He took all my prayers.
He took his beautiful blue eyes and pretty smile.He took all of his tight hugs.He took my grandbabies. He took his life and furture and he took my life and furture.I only had 1 child,a child I can never replace.
I no longer have that part of me to love. He is gone forever.I have no more children to give my love to,nor will I ever have.He was me,I was him and now WE are gone.
You clean his room,you go through his stuff, looking for a clue,just anything will do. You have to settle for a box full of memories. Just a box is all you have left of your child. You have to accept the fact that your son took his life.You relive your childs death and the last few seconds of his life over and over.You feel your son's pain ,you walk in darkness.You have to make yourself breath,make yourself live,but you pray to die. You pick out his casket,clothes and favorite song. You rub his cold hands and you rub his hair. You wait for his eyes to open,but they never do. You watch the casket close,being lowered into the ground.You fall apart. With every scoop of dirt you feel your heart being torn out. Your eyes fill with tears,you scream. Once again you return home without your child. You cant eat or sleep,your numb,a walking zombie,empty inside. You see other young people doing what your child should be doing. You would gladly give your life to save the life of your child. But you wouldnt want your child to feel the pain of living without you. They buried my son's body but they buried my soul in that deep dark hole.
Tim Is IN Heaven
Do ya still have those side burns and that goatee that I loved so much to kiss? Is your hair still blonde?Is it still long Tim?
What color are your wings?Are your clothes still baggy? Can you reach the highest star Tim? Do ya still grunt when you awaken? Is "huh" still your favorite word?
Are there animals in Heaven,Tim? Do you see Butterball there? Do the starz glow at night? Are the clouds fluffly,soft and white?
Do ya still wear boxers? Are your eyes still blue? How tall are ya now Tim? Do gurl'z think your handsome? Do you give em all hug's? Do ya play for them Tim?
"Next to You"
"You cannot see or touch me
But i am standing next to you.
Your tears can only hurt me,
Your sadness makes me blue.
Be brave and show a smiling face
let not your grief show through.
I love you from a different place,
Yet i am standing next to you"
"Angel in Heaven"
The sadness never goes away
the silent tears still flow
You're thought of and so sadly missed
more than you'll ever know
But now you're with the angels
safe and sound in heaven above
we hold on to the memories
and tresure them with love
Yet special times like Christmas
often make us wonder why
God took you from this world
it was to soon to say goodbye
But memories are precious
they will last a lifetime through
we know that god has chosen you
to be his angel too.
"Memories"
Sweet memories will linger forever,
Time cannot change them it's true,
Years that may come cannot server,
Our loving remembrance of you.
Your touch, your smile,
Was always so tender,
Today, Tomorrow,
We will always remember.
"Close at Heart"
I sometimes pause,reflecting
on how life used to be
From the very moment
you were sent to me
You embraced my life completely
yet so so brief your light and stay,
You filled my life with wonder
and love & hope for every day.
Thoughts of all that might have been
come to mind so often
But close at heart my comfort's found
for to me you're not forgotten.
ALL MY LOVE PRECIOUS ANGEL LOVE LOVE HALINA AND HER ANGELS XXXX
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Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow,
may looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow
Hold tight to memories for comfort,
lean on your friends for strength,
and always remember how much you are cared about.
Your life was full of loving deeds, Forever thoughtful of our special needs,
Today and tomorrow, my whole life through, I will always love and cherish you
You left us so suddenly, your thoughts unknown,
You left us memories, we are proud to own
LOVE ALWAYS HALINA XXXX
"Next To You"
You Cannot see or touch me
But i am standing next to you.
Your tears can only hurt me,
Your sadness makes me Blue.
Be Brave and show a smiling face,
Let not your grief show through.
I love you from a different place,
Yet i am standing next to you.
Author : Unknown
02-05-2011
SORRY I'M MISSING CANDLES AT THE MOMENT PLEASE DONT BE AFFENDED IF I MISS YOUR ANGEL BUT BE ASSURD YOUR ANGELS ARE NEVER FAR FROM MY MIND & HEART I'M REALLY STRUGGLING TO COPE AT THE MOMENT XXXX
ANGEL ANNIVERSARY
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Thinking of you Tim on your
Angelversary love Barbara
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ANGEL ANNIVERSARY
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Thinking of you Tim on your
Angelversary love Barbara
xxxxxxx
BIG HUG TIM
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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